FML!

fuck my life man!!!tried to finished some accounts ques but none of them i can do!!!it had been killing me since i was in f4..and yeah, now as well...am i supposed to continue this path??is this really what i want??After 6 months, what had i been doing????im doubting my decision now...seriously....what am i supposed to do?????????????????im so freaking lost now!!!!!!!!!must i let it kill me this way??or what else can i do??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????

是你还是我？

究竟是你变了还是我？？当初很管用的方法已对我产生反感了。。也许是分开一段时间了，你对我的态度已对我造成最大的伤害。。。我也真的想要放手了。。纠缠下去对你我她都不是好事。。也许是我自己太敏感了吧！！就当是我的错好了！！

答应了我与我去夜市，却用了一大堆理由来威胁我。。到底有何顾过我的感受。。如果你真的不想去告诉我就行了。。。我真的真的受伤了。。。。

究竟是你变了还是我变了？？从开始到现在，我的存在，你在乎过吗？？

the myth about me @taurus

#ZodiacFacts A #Taurus,virtues are common sense, loyalty, responsibility and a pleasant, non-hostile approach to others.

#ZodiacFacts #Taurus,are most suited to a practical career that brings with it a few surprises and plenty of money.

#ZodiacFacts #Taurus are solid and reliable, regular in habits, sometimes a bit wet behind the ears and stubborn as mules.

#ZodiacFacts Like Gibraltar, #Taurus is solid and steady and nothing disturbs their tranquility.

A #Taurus likes to accumulate power, along with cash, but simply for the sensual enjoyment of possessing it.

#ZodiacFacts A #Taurus would rather entertain hospitality at home than go to the trouble of visiting someone

#ZodiacFacts When it comes to a #Taurus you don't have to worry if you're not a perfect 10.

#ZodiacFacts #Taurus people not only like comfort for themselves but try to make others comfortable as well.

#ZodiacFacts A #Taurus, is very up-front about their life and about what and who they enjoy.

#ZodiacFacts Accept that a #Taurus stubborn streak is something that neither you nor anyone else could hope to change.

#Taurus,feel very emotionally tied to the physical objects that they own and loathe it when people are careless around them.

The great thing about a #Taurus is that it's easy to know what to expect from them, so they're not very hard to get along with.

its so true about you....

#ZodiacFacts #Cancers spend a good deal of time worrying about their families and, even more so, about money.

Where their own problems are concerned,#Cancers can disappear inside themselves and brood, which makes it hard for others to understand them. (im one of them trying to understand)

#ZodiacFacts #Cancers,are popular because they really listen to what others are saying. Their own voices are attractive too. (thats why so may ppl fallling for you)

#ZodiacFacts A #Cancer will remember all the wrongs done to them, they don't forgive and can't forget.

If you are wanting an answer from a #Cancer the longer they wait to answer the more probable the answer is no.

#ZodiacFacts #Cancer people will always avoid a definite yes or no.

#Cancers,are very reserved and sensitive, sympathetic and tenacious, persistent and impatient, impressionable and emotional. (very true)

#ZodiacFacts With a #Cancer,never try to joke about something they deem serious in order to make light of the situation. (experienced that :( )

#Cancers have a sense that they are difficult to understand and therefore appreciate when someone puts in the effort to figure them out. (hope i'll be the one)

我是真的想你了。。。

turning back??

2 weeks make me feel like 2 years...maybe i had been closely attached to you and being dependant on you too much for the past 6 months, it made me feel so uncomfortable and miserable when you're no longer around...

from the very basic thing which make me smile everyday is no longer there anymore..

first person i see when i open my eyes every morning,

worrying aircond too cold for you or might awake u with the door opening sound,

always looking forward to go home after class,

a smile from you turn my worst day to a bright one,

never fail to make me smile with every single litttle thing you did,

fighting to ask each other to decide where and what for dinner,

complaining i dont bath at night,

rushing each other to bed,

and the lame yet simple poking games before bed,

waiting for you to fall asleep to complete the night,

being the last person i see before closing my eyes...

all these no longer exist..

i hope it will not be lost forever...

i miss every bit of it...

i really doubt will things be the same after this??

maybe is time for me to get out of all these...

yet, i care bout you even though how many times i told myself you dont need me anymore...

it takes time maybe...

saw sth today which made me feeel like a fool for the past few years...

it takes 2 hands to clap and i guess this never exist for the past few years when we were apart...

looking back, im the only one trying to hold each other in touch..

maybe if i haven't been doing that, i will not fall in such situation....

can you tell me who am i to you and do i even deserve a place in your heart???

i hate myself when my heart is so soft whenever i see you and i broke all the promises i made to myself...

thats all i can do...will things be the same??

yes, i miss you...

do you miss me??

or did i ever cross your mind for a second???