i dunno why is my heart beating so fast...was having mano tui jus now bt i jus couldnt concentrate n cant absorb wat he taught...too many things are playing in my mind...things that really made me worry about...
was having tui half way...today wai n sandra are not dere since they went for the earlier class bt im not alone...laisan came so she sat with me...bt there's not as much topic as me n both the fella so we kinda very quiet today...maybe because there were less conversation, many things jus appear to my mind...
i jus remembered that i forgot to help et carry the trophy down to her car!!!omg!!!im jus so dead la...she said bring it down after 5 min bt i totally forgot bout it...cause was printing the aturcara thing n all the printers in skul were not working properly...n i was kinda frus bout it la...i shall apologize tomorrow...hopefully it will be alrite...i know she wont mind or put the blame on me bt i feel guilty...gosh...stupid kai...ughhh.....
another thing after this matter, i was wondering wether the permission slip is with me or not...if not than im so dead again!!!i was the one that distribute the permisssion slip bt in the end i don get one...n pnchan was the one that gave it to us if i tell her i don hav you ppl imagine wats gonna happen...anyways, i came home n straight check wether i gt it or not i luckily i found it in my file in between my accounts paper...
gosh gosh gosh...my heart is weak after all...shocking things made me worry like hell...one prob is settled bt the other one is still dere...hopefully it wil be alright...thats all i hope...
n i cant bear with wats happening between her n me la...i gonna ignore ignore and ignore...since you're doing that to me...actually how i wish you are with me at this moment to give me a hand or some mentally support...too bad there're not any... =((
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