half dead...NOT ME!!!

this post is specially for you...
yeah..ITS YOU!!!
you know who you are...

ITS YOU!!!

you're in GREAT DANGER!!!

don't always say you are fine???wats really deep i your heart???

well, you're sick AGAIN!!!

how many times you had pay the doc tis year???

if nt wrong, its more than 5 times...

not little bt pretty MUCH!!!

the worst is when you went in hosp...

well, do you find fun doing tis???

NO RITE???

causes of everything...

1. NOT EATING WELL...ur own fault...

2. NOT DRINKING ENUFF WATER...ur own fault again...

3. NOT RESTING ENOUGH...ur're gonna defend on tis...nvm..

*there's more to come bt i hope you gonna stop all this n live ur healthy lifestyle...

dude, you're the backbone of the skul...

n important year, aren't it???

studies come after health...

tho studies is important bt health is MOST important...

don't risk it...

*sounds so motherly...nvm...ITS FOR UR OWN GOOD...LOL

well, saw the post???

take care ya...

dont let ur leucocytes gt defeated AGAIN!!!

rest well n hope you get well soon...

GOOD LUCK =)

written n expressed by my sincere heart

meaningful SAT nite... 28th Mac

well ppl...wats tis sat???
i know i know... EARTH HOUR!!
wat u suppose to do than???
i know i know... off everything at home frm 8.30-9.30am...
wow..SO SMART...tats right...haha...

my house were practically dark since 7.00 cause the whole family going out for dinner...mom's dad aka grandpa b'day...'mun chong' was the venue...so we went out around 7...parents drop me n sis at aunt's house...they going another dinner 1st than ni come for our dinner...

reach restaurant around 7.45...my another 2 aunt n uncle were already dere...my cousin brother was asking for my phone once he sees me...ish...din give him tho...i sat with my cousins while the adults have another table...both table's food were nt exaclty the same...obviosly will be less...haha...

ours...4 dishes...

theirs... 7 dishes...

WTH!!! so unfair...

1st dish...the 'lang pun' : only 1 type was finished...others still left quite a lot...

isnt tis nice???all type of food from 'lang pun' with chilli sauce, n grape juice provided...

2nd dish was black pepper mutton...was really delicios...erm..i think tat was the only dish our table finishes...since my cousin brothers ask for rice n stuff...haha..

BEFORE

AFTER

3rd dish...mixed vegetables...like the nuts above it...tis dish no1 really touch it except me cause its vegetables...kids nowdays don really eat except ME!!!

4th dish...taufu i guess...no1 really touch also cause every1 is already full...i ate 1 piece only cause my cousin bro was annoying me...ish..

5th n the last dish...noodles...it was nice!!!almost finish...haha...

cousin bro...he is th one asking for my phone whenever he sees me..bt he is cute!!!

by the time all dishes were out, im alrealy bloated...cant fill my stomach with anything anymore...

bday cake n stuff...cake was really nice...nuts n carrot cake wit thick cheese toping...delicious man...din hav the pic...forgot to take...ooopsss...

AUNT'S HOUSE :

went to aunt's house for chatting...its funny n lame...all sorts of topic n every 1 speaks with open heart...oh wait...1 more important part....they counting money n dividing each other for the cost of dinner...it was funny....they took bout 15mins to figure it out...my uncle says all gt study maths n addmaths also so cha...haha...I AGREE!!!

come back to chatting part...with all my aunts at the dining table...1st tok bout specs...rabun specs...my eldest aunt say her specs cause 25bucks...my mom ask why so expensive??? less than 20 can get d with ur own power somemore..than another 2 aunt were like WHAT!!! where can...my 3rd aunt said she made her rabun specs for 170++...gosh...i think tats rather too expensive...

change topic pulak...a serious one...my 3rd aunt told 3 weeks ago a AMC girl passed away cause TERdrank rat's urine in restaurant thru carbonated bottles or sth else...be4 she die, she told her mom all her organs in her body like exploded than she vomitted n excreted blood...at hosp she passed away...PPL, REMINDER!!! : was all ur utensils or even bottle before using it...don't risk ur life...nt worth it to die cause of a rat...

3rd topic...a funny one...tears of joy came out...stomach aching cause of serious laughing...also my 3rd aunt...she had a new maid at home...a cambodian...cant und eng well...n she had to do all sorts of actions (FUNNY ONES) really funny...she shows us...she wanna explain tat if the maid stand too high will fall..bt the maid cant und...so my aunt hav 2 like purposly fall n shouted AIYA!!!finally she und...n my aunt said the maid lie to her saying she wash the car...she was angry n call to ejen ask how to translate LYING...after that she said to the maid : NI YA KA HOK, NO WASH SAY WASH!!! WTH...wat eng man...haha.....

4th topic bout hong kong...they tok bout hong kong say their restaurant very dirty n stuff...cook next to the toilet...eeewwww....n they tok bout their wat ton mee...the wan ton very big...than bout the fruit juice which cost RM10 per cup...worth it???lol...n their mineral water about 10bucks our money also...LOL..

than bout my uncle's ex-gf pulak...she is a teacher...bt can you believe it that she is having affair with few guys??? n you know la in some small town news spread like lightning...lol...some even says she is some1's perempuan simpanan n stuff...lol... no comment =.="

n few more topic...dunno wat d...all sorts of crap...bt ITS FUN...spending time with family will not conseder as wasting time...instead, we must appreciate it...

came home arond 12...dad says he very sleepy adi cause he usually sleeps early...haha...once in awhile nvm la...haha...in car mom saw msg frm tesco say this n tat cheap than say wanna go 2moro morning be4 breakfast...LOL

its a nice saturday night...WONDERFUL!!! n ya...

HAPPY B'DAY 'GONG GONG' !!!!


heart with joy...

uNPReDiCTaBLe...

LOOK!!!

This is what my blazer is fulled of... n these were wat i brought in for the comp...isn't that cool???

Lets find out Part by Part...

1. the inner pocket of my blazer : my original script...
copyrighted reserved man!!

2. on the left outer pocket of blazer : Pilot G-2 0.5 blue ink pen, mechanical pencil,
blank manila cards for bidasan and also a chocholate wrapper.
CHOCOLATE to DECREASE HEARTBEAT...ashikin's theory

3. on the right outer pocket of blazer : stack of yellow cards with all my lines...din use it though...wasted my time...ugh...

n here are the stuff put on my table in the debate arena...quite simple bt important!!!

these are the bidasan sze ling gave me...thanks ah je... =P

1. Basically i had used up all da pockets provided by my lovely blazer... only part nt occupied was da pocket above the skul logo... plan to put my phone there bt sked it suddenly VIBRATES when im speaking...it will be so funny...hahaha....

On wednesday, it was a LAME fight BUT its much better than the ROUGH fight today... din expect anderson guys are so BIADAP!!! they won finally bt most of us think they don't deserve it...no offence... this is not jus from our very own opinion bt even other skul's teacher n stuff...n da judge told we lost also by 1 or 2 marks...the thing i don understand why can they win while they do not have the 'gaya' which is important, they were reading frm the paper throughout their speech, n they do not even understang the title, they being so rough n they think they were very BERGAYA kononnya...they are the PIHAK KERAJAAN n they suppose to show BUDI BAHASA which themself wants the citizens to do so...wats wrong with them???tis is wat we call NONSENSE!!!

anyway, we just can say that the luck does not side us...maybe the judge were caught by the guy's eye signal or watsoever..bt we enjoyed the whole process...we dont really feel dissapointed bt jus feel the unpredictable things happening around us in life... TATS LIFE!!! wat to do???haha...anyway, they wont go far although they won today with their bad attitude... this actually reflects andersonian's discipline...n i wonder why their teacher allows that...nvm..tats their problem..

oh yeah!!!not only expressing... CONGRATES ASHIKIN!!! BEST SPEAKER AGAIN!!! another thing, if they win, why dont the best speaker is frm their team??? tis means tat the judges are throwing stones onto their feet...KEPUTUSAN HAKIM ADALAH MUKTAMAD...we just have to accept the fact...there will be chance again next year...

the good thing is WE FINALLY CAN REST!!! being stress n tense up for about 2days2nights is practically more than enough...i foung pimples on my forehead n my cheek...ughh...worst than exam...n im having bad bad flu n throat hurt...it means i had try my best n im not gonna be regrets or feel guilty for anything...is a good thing...life will never be fine all the time...challenges in life will be the ups n downs....jus accept it with OPEN-HEARTED n everything will goes on fine...

homework for 2 days...can die...worrying bout it esp addmaths...don wanna fail my addmaths for midyear...n YA!!! tok bout result, I DIN FAIL MY PHYSICS... bt the marks is shocking...jus a little more than half...arghh...nvm, is better than my expectation...gonna study hard for it... whee...

hating THOSE n enjoying THESE...

waiting for weekends...

is't true??? i don't think so maybe is jus limited for this week because there is a major challenge in my life in between thursday n weekend...haiz...

how can i SMILE since FRIDAY IS COMING????gosh... time to DIE!!!

hopeless... i'll jus try my best =P

WHY???

WHY IS'T SO FAST???
yesterday jus finish 1st round n 2moro will be da 2nd round...
unsistematic arrangement...

WHY SO MUCH COMMENTS???
were trying 2 write out the script da whole day in skul..
she was giving lotsa ideas...
made me n szeling's brain cramp... MENTALLY BROKE!!!
felt guilty nt using....

WHY AM I SPEAKING 2MORO???
vs anderson somemore...it is so freaking...
have to memorize the script which is originally frm me n ling...wheee....

WHY IS SHE AVOIDING ME???
i have no comment...
as i walk there she walks away...
felt hurt... =(

WHY?WHY?WHY?
who can give me an answer for each ques???


still thinking WHY???

NONSENSE!!!

was basically nt in class for da whole day since like preparing for bahas which had went on in the evening... went back class jus 2 gt my freaking sej paper which i hate most!!! nt the subject BUT the ... I ACTUALLY SCORE A !!! was really unbelievable cause what i wrote in the paper was jus all sorts of crap which i think is logical... nt too bad..i still have some common sense...haha...

well, moral time...after recess i have a date with szeling which is to meet in class...nt to do other thing else bt jus 2 get back da paper....LOL!!! she actually said BELUM HABIS MARK LAGI!!! nonsense.... whole week of hols...nvm maybe she is busying with OTHER stuff....

right, time to really do our final preparation...i was basically playing neopets in cyber while listening to szeling's lecture...ooopsss...the game was so fun bt kinda bored after some while...we actually went toilet for about 3-4 times which is abnormal...normally, im a strange visitor of da toilet..ignore why...

went anderson at 2 with pnsalmy's HUGE car...5 of us fit in it...try nt to be norvous bt well its nt easy...tho im laughing all da way bt who knows im actually worry also rite???reached, went in the wrong room for comp pulak...nt our fault tho... waited more than half n hour for it 2 start...gah...so annoying...

started off quite ok la i think...jus some a bit tergagap-gagap...than the bidas part came...da 1st guy was kinda gentlemen n according to their feedbacks he sounds like a reporter...haha...nvm...2nd guy was very irritating n annoying...he is jus keep playing with his facial expression n tats all..3rd guy worst...basically NOT PREPARED!!! the opposition was not really prepare to me cause they dont have facts bt they are just using our points n fight us back with their speech which known as GOYAH LAGI RAPUH!!! hahaha.....

so yeah.. WE WON!!! was being nervous be4 the result was announced...n the best part is we don't even know that we had won when he says USUL HARI INI TELAH DITERIMA!!! LOL...so embarrasing...gosh... best speaker... NURUL ASYIKIN!!! congrates...

more to go... anderson on fri n its NOT EASY... nvm... try our best ppl... n im praying i'll remain as reserve!!! hehehehe....time to continue work...SCRIPT!!!gosh...


eyes closing, brain jaming, shoulder aching, head getting stuck....

GAH!!!

time passes so darn fast...hols gonna be over in FEW HOURS time...gosh.... no waking up late, no slipping more then 6 hours, no time visiting jj...........gosh.... i have few more hours left...many things not done!!!! bahas script, oral preparation, addmaths work(lucky din fail)................................blablablablabla.....
skul will be starting off with a great surprise for most of the upper form students...so yeah...nt bad tho...bt every1 will be busy throughout the week...for all sorts of competition....lolx...ALL THE BEST PPL!!!
i think i neeed da stop crapping n practically sit down to start my work....if nt i really wont finish till when i suppose to wake up for skul...hahaha.....

do you know???

ppl always says tat kids nowdays live an easy life... bt how sure is tis statement??? i don really agree with tat after the visit today... friends n ppl around us or even us are mostly from well built family n we don undergo some family prob bbt who wants it rite???
The INTEYO gets to had a visit in Rumah Yatim Darul Hikmah, Gopeng today... tis is a muslim-based orphanage...there were about 30-40 kids here. ge round 8 till 15.the youngest one is about 4 years old n she is the only girl here...maybe cause of tat she must get wat she wants or nt she will scream.............lol...
we spent about half day here...n we actually get to know how an orphanage is run...every1 of us is to choose our own 'baby' n get along with them throungout da day...at the starting some were shy n were really closed-up...they dont want to talk at all n some are like so open n they run up n down n da facis are to chased catch them back...gosh...tiring man...my 'baby' named shafiq(nt ure if the spelling is rite)haha...nvm...he is a cute boy bt don't tok...gosh...really hard...i hav 2 like repeat the same ques a few times n sometimes he really don answered...lol...
we did few games together n they were really happy la actually....when the last part came was really nt easy...n tats the main challenge for us esp me n few n junior facis....HEART TO HEART TALK... n they are jus small kids...goshh...lagi susah.....
my kid was nt feeling well so i joined my fren with a kid named...wait..oops...i cant remember....nvm...jus i can descript him as a monkey...he was running up n down, left n right throughout all the activities...BUT in this section, he actually sat down quietly n he was open to share his stories...comparing him with other kids there i think he is still fine cause his mom and all his 4 siblings are living there bt who knows rite???wats really deep in his heart...n he said tat ppl rarely visit them n he feels very happy tat youths like us spend so much time with them...when he founds out tat we gonna leave around 12, he asked why so fast???maybe its really too short bt we don't hav the whole day rite???
to me, is not necessary to sympathise them bt at least give them your hand...at least they know tat there are still love around them...KIDS!!!move on....never give up....hope to see you ppl soon....GOOD LUCK!!! :P